"Seeing then that we have a great high priest,
that is passed into the heavens,
Jesus the Son of God,
let us hold fast our profession.
For we have not an high priest
which cannot be touched
with the feeling of our infirmities;
but was in all points tempted
like as we are, yet without sin.
Let us therefore come boldly
unto the throne of grace,
that we may obtain mercy,
and find grace to help
in time of need." Heb. 4:14-16
You know what I've noticed about myself?
That when I'm being a good girl...
You know...praying like I'm supposed to...
staying in God's Word...
not being negative...
not doubting...
When I'm being good and doing
the things I should be doing
then, I come boldly to the throne of grace.
But when I'm struggling...
not reading like I should...
not working at being close to Him...
struggling with doubt...
full of shame...
I'm not as ready to come
boldly to the throne of grace.
Why is that?
Because I'm looking at it all wrong.
I'm not to come "boldly" to the throne of grace
because of who I am...
because of how good a girl I've been...
because of all the good things I've done today...
I can come "boldly" to the throne of grace
because of who He is...
because of how good He is...
because of what He has done!
So during those times of self doubt and shame...
I can still come boldly to the throne of grace!
That's why Christ
died...
to make peace between me and God.
And nothing I ever do will ever add to that!
It's never been about me...
It's always and forever been about Him!
Amen! That is a great truth to "chew" on daily! It seems that the enemy of our souls constantly tries to keep us from coming before the Holy Throne of God for any reason. What a clue that should be to go all the more frequently. I am forever amazed that God would choose to use us to accomplish His holy purposes... Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Suzanne. Your new Montana friend and sister in Christ.... I like your blog! :)
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